Hold on, make it last.

So I had an emotional break down today.

Was studying for ag and started reading the part on Citrus Leaf Miners. Broke down. Here's how my thoughts roughly developed.

'That's pretty cool. They have a black dot on their wings... aw they're tiny too.'
'Why do their eggs hatch do quickly?... Why do they only have 4 stages in their lives? 3 of those stages lasting 6 days?'
'WHY DO THEY DIE AFTER A WEEK?'
'WHY DO THEIR LIVES END SO FAST. WHY DO THEY MAKE EGGS SO FAST. WHAT HAPPENS TO THEM. WHY. IT"S NOT FAIR.'

Then I read up to the calender of operations and saw that white oil was used to further prevent the Citrus Leaf Miner attacks. TO FURTHER RUIN THEIR SHORT UNHAPPY LIVES.

When I grow up, I'll grow orchards of oranges just for these miners to colonise :3

LOL.
The musings of a late night ag consumed child :/

Engage one another :)

So there's a little under a week until the yearlies start.
Oh my. Joy. Studying. What could possibly make this situation even more blooming fantastic?

Why if I was sick of course ==;

Your words don't mean a thing.

So I'm feeling dreadfully tired but at the same time pretty awake and energised.
Hate that.

Also hate my blocked nose. I mean, what's the temperature right now? Who on earth get's blocked noses at this weather :/
Evidently me.

Okay. Can't really even think straight.
I mean, I feel like someone just ripped out my trust and smiled sweetly back at me as though nothing ever happened. Suppose I should get back up and continue on living through my normal life no? But, it just feels so insecure sometimes.
Feels like it's suffocating sometimes, life I mean. Wading through it is just so tiresome, why don't we just give up?
Everything hurts sometimes.

Yknow what?
Ignore all that :)
I'm just having a sort of down time, might be also because of the looming yearlies and such.

S'all cool.
Here. Happy video.
 

We are led to believe a lie.

That coordination.
That voice.
That stupidly addictive rhythm.

brb
Learning this.

Truth questionnaire thingy.

HAI GUISE. Whenever people post these sorts of things on fb or their blogs I get pretty pissed and start raging at my computer screen for the lack of time and effor they spend to create something this long... but today I'd thought to just piss off all you glorious readers out there. Just for fun.

Huhuhu.

<3

1. Name - Ann W. Peng (yes I have a middle letter name. Like Homer :/)

2. Nickname - I like Ann thanks.

3. Elementary school - Ermo p.s

4. Tall or short - HAHAHAHA. Tall.

5. Sweats or jeans - Jeans.

6. Orange or apple - Orange.... Because there is o-range of flavour hurhurhur.

7. Do you have a crush on someone - Nope

8. Eat or drink - Drink

9. Piercings - haha.. none at the moment. Old ones closed up.

10. Pepsi or coke - Coke?

Have you ever?

11. Been in an airplane? Aye

12. Been in a relationship? Nay

13. Been in a car accident? Ay- Well... Not in a car, outside more like?

14. Been in a fist fight? With the epic punching and all that? No );

Firsts and lasts

15. First piercing - Ears.

16. First best friend - My hand ;) HAHA. Uh, well it changes

17. First award - I think.. it was a piano one );

18. First crush - Oh gawd. Can't breathe. Too bad. No. Thinking.

19. First word - Dad. In Chinese.

20. Last person you talked to in person - Mum <3

21. Last person you texted - Sarah hahas

22. Last friend you watched a movie with - I... uh. Probably... my. cousin.

23. Last food you ate -Rice

24. Last movie you watched in theaters - Oh gawd. When was the last time I went to the theaters?

25. Last song you listened to - Girl on Fire - Alicia Keys

26. Last thing you bought - Smth from hursty

27. Last person you hugged - Mummy.

Favourites

28. Food? Mango. Pudding. Oh dayum.

29. Drink? Coffee <3

30. Flower? Hum. Idm :) 

31. Animal? LOLOL. HOWLER MONEKY HAHAHAA.

32. Colour? Purple

33. Place? No place like home.

34. Movie? Shawshank Redemption?

35. Subject? Maths. Oh yeah ;)

Have you ever? (2)

36. Fallen in love with someone? No. Not yet. I hope..

37. Celebrated Halloween? YES. LIKE WHO DOESN"T DRESS UP AND GO TRICK OR TREATING? D:

38. Went over the minutes/texts on your phone? Don't remind me

39. Wanted to smack someone upside the head? Mm.

40. Eaten a whole pizza? Nearly.

41. Did something you regret? Yeah.

42. Broke a promise? Not a serious one.

43. Hid a secret? Hiding one now

44. Pretend to be happy? hehhee. yeah.

Future

45. Want kids? Ew. I.. no.

46. Want to get married? Yeah.

47. Career? Still blurry.

On the opposite gender?

48. Lips or eyes -Adam Lambert's eyes. Sexy.

49. Shorter or taller - Taller.

50. Romantic or spontaneous - Both!

51. Hook up or relationship - Relationship.

52. Looks or personality - HAHA. Both dur.

Have you ever? (3)

53. Lost glasses/contacts? No.

54. Snuck out? Yep.

55. Held a gun/knife for self defense?LOLOLOL I USED A PENCIL ONCE WHEN I WAS ALONE AT HOME AND HEARD SMTH

56. Broke someones heart? Hah. no.

57. Been in love? You just asked that.

58. Been arrested? Ha ha.

Believe in?

59. Yourself? I'd like to think so.

60. Miracles? Yessss. -Cue michael jackson song-

61. Love at first sight? Nope

62. Santa? Funny. Never believed that 

63. Forever and always?Uhm. Not sure what this means. Maybe?

64. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yeah. just. to. hang. out. I mean.

65. Do you know your real friends are?:Yes.

66. Who was the last person you texted? Just asked that >>

67. Best friend? Have friends I'm equally close to.

68. Girl you trust the most? LOL. HAH. MY MUM D: 

69. Guy you trust the most? Just to make him feel better, Will :')

WHEEE I"M FREE.

SO LONG SUCKERS.

Dumbing of Age

Ok, follow my instructions:
1) Look at your keyboard
2) Press F13
3) Wait for the magic!
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Oh gawd, I fell for that.

Kill me now.
Please.